It has being 5days… so many things have happened and changes all around me. Wednesday to Friday, working from 9-6 whereby there is nth much I can do in the night rather than some dota game before I go to bed. Let me tell u ppl some funny thing during my work those few day. There was this women ages 30+ with her 1-2 years old daughter, the usual me who would like to play around with small kids which I find them super cute. Went over to the baby in the baby chair and started smiling at her. Looking at her, all of a sudden, tears roll out of her eyes and she starting crying out loud. OMYGOD, what have I done? Am I really so scary? After that, I try going over again, make some stupid faces which might be funny to her. However, it resulted the same, she cry out so loud that her mum thought I bullied her. LoL. I was just trying to make her laugh… I didn’t give up after this 2 try. 1 token 3 try remember? So this time, I took a sweet and walk over. Pass it to her. Smile come out from her face. WTH, she smiled for 1sec and throw the sweet at me and started crying again. I GIVE UP. Really don’t know what is she trying to do, smile at me and cry… Trying to make me paisa izzit? WTH… kids… On Friday, meet up with yj, andy, ys, coke they all, went to Tampines to register for the dota tourney that is on Saturday. We were told to be there at Tampines by 10am. All of them know that they wont be able to wake up on time if they were to slp that night. So the decided to ton the night. While I went to fatty to rest for the night. I'm very slpy, so I MUST slp. At fatty hs, she gave up her bed to me and went over to her mum’s room to slp. However, I’m not use to her bed and didn’t really have a good night. While I was slping, I have this bad omen that something I happening. On Friday, my mum called and ask me to go down hospital to visit my ah gong, but I didn’t go over cos was lazy to go down SGH as I was at Tampines, playing with my fren. Hopping that this bad omen wont result in something bad. Saturday morning was great, fatty made breakfast for me before we went down to meet up with yj they all. While on the cap, my phone rungs again, my mum called. She was crying when she speak. Ah gong has passed away. I was shock with totally nth to say. Meet up with my team, all look abit slpy, and tears rolled out of my eyes when I told them about my Ah gong descending. Regretting about why I was so lazy not going down to the hospital to see his last. My laziness, my keen for dota, and my fun with fren, ended in my missing out in the last word my ah gong have for me.Regretting for life not knowing what he have to say to me. (To all ppl who is reading my blog, pls don’t do the same mistake as me. Family is always more importance than personal happiness, don’t be selfish.) Although I was sad, but I didn’t went down to the hospital right away, I have a tourney going on. Played the 1st game well but ended in a lost. Didn’t want to scold any of them non blame any of them. Not in the mood, I played well that’s for sure. Maybe they didn’t have a good rest causing them to play below standard. However, no point hurting friendship cos of a losing tourney. I just lost my ah gong, don't wanna lose my fren as well. I know they will work and train harder after the defeat. Look forward to their improvement. After while we went lan gaming before going down to the funeral as it need sometime to set those thing up, going so early wont do much help either. Thus we decided to go for some training. Went down to the funeral, stay there for about an hour before going home. Fatty acc me home, was so tired and rest. While I was asleep, fatty went home herself not disturbing my slp at all. Thx fatty. Woke up in the morning, 10.15now, going to the funeral later on and going to ton there tonight. Wont have time to post anymore till funeral is over. With regret, saying bye to my ah gong… … … … … …… …
